Book review and link of general Jewish interest.

15th
Oct. × ’09

I wrote a book review and reflection on my experience of Judaism on my personal blog. Since the book, and the post, are of general Jewish interest I am sharing the link here as well.

Cheryl Katz | Books: Those Who Save Us

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SatisFAT-ion: how I learned to stop worrying and love the schmaltz.

14th
Oct. × ’09

I am by no means a person (woman, Jew) without food issues.  I was a chubby kid growing up, though that never stopped me eating what I liked, and I was also an active kid so that largely balanced things out.  I got heavier when I became a bookworm, got skinnier when I became interested in working out, and so on throughout various ages and stages in my life.

I am now at a point where, while I watch my weight, I detest “diet food.”  If I have to eat less of richer food to maintain a healthy weight, then I will do so, because life is too short to waste eating low-fat sugar free crap.

That said, when I first started roasting my own chickens, making my own stock, and generally using as much of each chicken as I could find means to do, I became intensely interested in the cult of schmaltz (chicken-fat, for the uninitiated.)  I discovered that I could toss and roast firm leafy greens (hello, kale!  Hello, chard!) in the shimmering golden pan drippings from the resting chicken, and those two tablespoons of otherwise wasted leftovers made green vegetables so heavenly delicious that even my herbiphobic husband would eat them.

How exciting that schmaltz is making a comeback!

I now will regularly trim wads of fat off the edges of my chickens, render it, and pour it off into a container to be frozen for future use.

I arrived at my present general dismissiveness of diet food some time after I became inspired to ‘do it myself’ in my own kitchen.  (As I discovered, it’s hard to replace the fattiest or sugariest parts of a recipe and still wind up with something satisfying.)  Julia Child, as you might imagine, played a huge part in my personal food revolution; it was watching her show and reading about her that made me realize something critical: that the recipes in her books weren’t designed to be outlandishly rich.  This was how people *ate* as a matter of course in the 50s in France, and probably in general before food- and diet-science got out of control.

What is the point of food if it isn’t satisfying?  I will admit that I’ve been struggling with my weight recently, and spending time feeling deprived.  Just recently, I decided that I am simply no longer going to waste calories eating food that I don’t enjoy.  Life is too short… but I’ve already said that.  I may wind up eating less, but I will wind up more satisfied.

This article about Julie and Julia, Julia Child and what it might really mean to be a woman who loves food without reservation, got me thinking down this path.  I don’t hold out a lot of hope for being a food lover with complete abandon; I’ve regarded food as an adversary for too long to ever truly leave that mindset behind.  But it’s meaningful to me to be closer to Julia’s end of the spectrum than I was when I started out 5 years ago trying to put together meals with a modicum of flavor that I wouldn’t feel guilty eating.

Eff that, that’s what I have to say about feeling guilty about eating.  It’s an affront to all of humanity both to eat more than one needs to, and also to feel guilty about nutrition.  I am also a strong proponent of slow food, and to that end believe that less processing is healthier for the food, for the eaters, and for the environment.  De-fatting and de-sugaring certainly qualify as processing.

In a world where so many people go hungry, don’t I – as a person, a woman and a Jew? – have a responsibility to approach food in a healthy way?* And not just in a “health food” (as in turkey bacon?) kind of way.  So much of what we consider culturally Jewish cooking is founded on principles designed to squeeze out every ounce of flavor and nutrition from food sources animal and vegetable alike, and to make delicious and truly satisfying food in a physical and emotional sense.  (There’s a reason that “comfort foods” of all cultures are the richest ones.)

Shouldn’t we all be eating food, and not processed food products?  And I mean all of us, from the richest breakfast-bar-buying demographic to the poorest literally starving population on the planet.  I didn’t start this post intending to soapbox about sustainability, but the same principle that encourages me to explore economy for not entirely economic reasons – say, to stretch a single chicken to its absolute limit, and my vegetables to main dishes, scraps for stock and trimmings for compost – to me suggests that the entire human population could be getting a lot more nutrition out of raw foods than we are getting from high fructose corn syrup and bleached white flour.

This entry is my committment to eat foods I love, and love the foods I’m eating.  It’s a committment to avoiding waste and leaving more for others.  And yes, it’s a committment to whole foods, which includes fat, glorious fat, an important dietary component and biological requirement.

If it’s going to be struggle to find a balance between enjoying whole foods and not enjoying them *too much* then that is a burden I am willing to bear.

*Hazon thinks so – they host the Hazon Food Conference every year, which Wikipedia tells me is “an annual meeting of farmers, culinary experts, global citizens, business, community and Jewish leaders to focus on contemporary food issues and exchange ideas on improving health and sustainability in communities throughout the world.”

Fat Camp – by Daniella Cheslow > Tablet Magazine – A New Read on Jewish Life
Celebrating “Julie & Julia”

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Sigh. There *is* still turkey “bacon.”

11th
Oct. × ’09

I bumped into a friend/reader yesterday who asked me, completely sincerely, why I don’t try turkey bacon in place of the real thing.

There is so much truth to be told on this subject, but underneath it all, I truly never thought of it because I don’t think of turkey bacon as food, despite the fact that it can be kosher and might technically fill the role of “bacon.”

People who have never tasted bacon might not have much use for the turkey substitute, so for those out of the loop I will summarize turkey bacon: it’s a health food, the particle board of cured, sliced meats, processed and pressed together with way less fat and absolutely none of the natural muscular/fatty structure of the real pork bacon or even its distant relative, beef bacon. (I’ve had beef bacon, but it tastes suspiciously like corned beef.)

So yes, the short answer is, I never even remotely came close to considering it as a bacon solution because even when I am not trying to match recipes, I am not inclined to eat it.

The longer answer has a lot of parts. First, I suspect that turkey bacon, designed as most packaged turkey bacon products will tell you to have less fat and be way more “heart-healthy”, doesn’t have enough natural salt or fat to infuse a recipe with the kind of flavor that pork fat provides.

Second, that stuff never gets crispy.  OK, well only if you microwave it within an inch of its life between two wads of paper towel.  But then you’ve lost the fat to the paper towels, and so far none of the recipes I’ve witnessed call for totally crispy bacon.  So it’s a lot of work for not a lot of return in the areas for which bacon might typically be used.

Third… well, this is disingenuous but whatever.  I’m tired of talking about this.  I’ll just refer you back to the short answers, in which I’m not motivated by or attracted to turkey bacon as an ingredient.

However, I feel sufficiently guilty dismissing it that I will probably seek to include it in experiments in the not too distant future.

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Chocolate chip cookies are generally not pareve.

6th
Oct. × ’09

My daughter Sami and I made chocolate chip cookies last night.

I was out of butter, so we actually used coconut oil as our fat, which worked well, yielding a crispier cookie with added bonus hint of coconut flavor!

Not that I’d specifically set out to make pareve cookies, but I sort of got excited about the idea. And then I realized that we were using regular old semi-sweet milk chocolate chips.

So we ended up with dairy cookies anyway.

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Sauté de boeuf à la Parisienne; my bacon problem

5th
Oct. × ’09

[Beef sauté with Cream and Mushroom Sauce]

Nothing really does compare to a rich, flavorful dinner with friends, good wine and limitless time, and that’s what we had on Saturday night with a couple we haven’t spent much time with lately.  Dinner was on the table well after dark, which was fine because the prep started quite late in the evening and it was, frankly, worth the wait.

I chose a beef sauté specifically because out of the beef recipes these were the shortest in preparation time, and so accomodated the end of Shabbat without putting our meal off until 10 PM.  In effort to get things done in the time allotted, I was tempted to make one of the simpler variations on the sauté recipe;  the Provençale iteration actually would only require omitting the butter to “kosherize.”  But that recipe also includes olives, a flavor that I couldn’t substitute for on the fly, and something one of my guests strongly dislikes.  Scratch that.

The Bourguignonne iteration (Sauté de Boeuf à la Bourguignonne) got me thinking quite a bit.  It’s a beef sauté with red wine, mushrooms, bacon and onions.  I could have easily omitted the bacon and, of course, butter, but I really have a problem with this and here’s why.

Not having always been Jewish, I am a rare specimen in that I’m a Jew who does not eat bacon, but knows what it tastes like.  It’s a blessing and a curse, certainly.  So I read the Bourguignonne variation of the recipe, wherein I am instructed to brown the bacon, reserve the bacon fat for later, and ultimately include both bacon and sauce containing rendered bacon fat in the final dish.

While I could easily pull a substitute (for example, chicken fat might be a good substitute here for the bacon fat, and the flavor from the fat might well disguise the lack of any substantial bacon replacement), the truth is that I don’t want to.  I know what bacon tastes like, and I know that it offers not exactly just a flavor, but a whole sphere of flavor, texture and accent that will be hard to mimic.  I’m now presented with an occasion where I’d rather not even try, because I don’t think that I can compete with what I’m sure in my head this recipe would taste like, though in fact I’ve never *actually* had this preparation.

Of course, the blessing side of this is that I do have a reasonable idea what this should taste like with bacon, and so while I don’t eat bacon now, I can evaluate how well a replacement approximates the “real thing.”

Needless to say, I skipped the sauté Bourguignonne and went with the original recipe, à la Parisienne.  This required omitting the butter, as usual, and substituting pareve soy creamer for the whipping cream.  This is perhaps the first recipe in the entire book that didn’t recommend rubbing the pan with bacon or somesuch; refreshing to be off that hook for once, and yet odd in that “who are you and what have you done with the real Julia Child recipe?” sort of way.

I did not disclose to my dinner guests, whom I am certain are reasonably free of food allergies and aversions (other than the aforementioned olive affliction), that I pursued the recipe under auspices of this blog.  Not that it mattered, because as with the lobster I referred to in an early post, there aren’t circumstances where I’d throw cream into a meat recipe.  In any case, my point is that this creamy, mushroomy, beefy recipe was prepared with discerning foodie-types in mind who didn’t know that this was a “kosherized” preparation, but who might reasonably be expected to notice.

Nobody particularly noticed.  Ben tasted the sauce, which included sautéed mushrooms and shallots, reduced beef stock and pan juices, white wine, pareve soy creamer and thickened with a little bit of corn starch; and his one-word reaction was, “Beefy!”  Other reactions included a vague comparison to Stroganoff, though “darker, less sour.”

I didn’t say, and no one noticed, that there wasn’t any bona fide dairy included in the sauce.  Thus, I declare victory.

Making the sauce was truthfully a gleeful experience.  After the wine and stock reduced down, pan juices were mixed in, and the mushrooms and shallots were added to the pan, THEN the faux-cream was added.  The final step was the thickener after all the other ingredients were well combined: a well-blended tablespoon of creamer and tablespoon of corn starch.  That had an immediate, dramatic effect that was fun to watch and very satisfying to stir – upon contact it felt and looked as if it had almost turned my sauce into fluffy clouds.  (Julia Child referred to that texture as having “a light liaison.”  I plan to hang on to that phrase.)

My only real disappointment with the final dish was that I was so focused on preparing the meat dish that I never remembered to toss out a vegetable side dish.  I wound up serving the beef with a barley-rice-quinoa mix and a green salad with apples, dressed in olive oil with balsamic vinegar.  I just felt that the plates were a little too brown looking, and could have been aesthetically improved by a couple of spears of asparagus or some grilled carrots, just something, anything, with a splash of color.

Despite my own criticisms, and I’m always harder on myself than anyone else is, I served it all up with pride and without apology.  More than anything, this is my take-home message from Julia Child.

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Emerging from holy-days silence….

29th
Sep. × ’09

It wasn’t a hundred bazillion degrees in my house today, and it wasn’t Shabbat or any work-prohibited holiday, so I cooked a pretty awesome dinner. I made a pan-fried salmon with chard and onions and seared polenta cake, all topped with an orange-mustard sauce. I’m pretty modest about my cooking, but I sort of blew myself away on this one.

Salmon, chard and polenta

Most amazingly, it didn’t take all that long to make. My one cheat was that I started with pre-cooked store bought polenta in a roll (Kosher-Pareve!) I spied it while I was at the market picking up fish, and since I hadn’t actually thought out my meal plan, it struck me as a simple element to finish up the salmon and chard. Oh, but this was one of my favorite cooking experiments of late, and I was probably only actively cooking for about half an hour, plus a separate 15 minutes to decide on what to put in, and then to make, the sauce. It wasn’t a Julia Child recipe, in that I didn’t use a recipe at all, but I’m pretty sure I did her proud.

The best thing was being able to use butter, since I was cooking fish. I can’t use butter with meat and still be kosher.

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Do the best you can, and never apologize.

15th
Sep. × ’09

In her autobiography, My Life in France, Julia wrote that she told herself early on to always serve every dish she prepared with pride, even when it turned out completely off plan.  To always do her best and never to apologize.

Her words echoed in my head this weekend as I gave an evening celebration on Saturday night for the receving of my daughter’s and my Hebrew names (more on these later), and her 3rd birthday party on Sunday afternoon.  I felt totally unprepared, as though I were flying by the seat of my pants (especially on Sunday, when I was nearly late; Saturday was a matter of merely arranging some pre-prepped cold foods.)

I spent some precious mental time berating myself for being the worst birthday-party-thrower on earth, which is unfair and, as it turned out, totally wrong.  I gave myself a hard time, but I presented Sami’s birthday party with pride and never was outwardly apologetic.  Everyone had a lovely time and there was more than enough cake, which is the most important detail.

Julia’s lesson is more important to me now even as it was then, because what I have to do today is a fair bit harder.  One of my best friends lost her father yesterday, and I am at a complete loss for how to help her.  She is with her family in LA right now, several hours away, so for now I’ve been available to talk whenever she’s needed, and I’ve helped with looking after her pets, apartment and car.  I’m going to do whatever she needs while she is away, and take care of her however she needs me to when she gets back.

I’m trying not to focus on my complete lack of experience in this area or the ways in which I am completely inadequate to the task of helping my friend, and instead focusing on the concrete ways in which I can literally help my friend.  Everything I can do, I will do with love and without apology for the places I think I fail.

This is where the rubber meets the road and actions speak louder than words.

For my friend’s father, alav ha-shalom.  May peace be with him; he fought his body and time for many years.  May peace also be with his family and children, including my friend.

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We’re all more students than scholars.

8th
Sep. × ’09

This is the reduced essence of a recent conversation with my husband, because my Jew/Julia project is only beginning to take shape in my mind, inasmuch as something can take shape when it’s a step by step recounting of a journey, from beginning to end.

I can’t commit to cooking the whole book. I simply will not be tossing a live lobster into a pot of boiling water, for any number of reasons, some of which predated my arrival in Judaism.  (It’s tempting to think that Judaism is dramatically changing the way I live my life in EVERY POSSIBLE WAY, but I had a pretty strong set of principles even beforehand.  I wouldn’t cook a live animal then, and I won’t now.)   I will very likely NOT be mastering the art of French cooking in the meticulous and complete way that Julie Powell did.

That’s okay, because that was her journey, and this is mine.  Lucky for me that this is a by-design imperfect one, because I have a penchant for being discouraged by the prospect of imperfection.  Having assumed at the outset that I will simply not be able to achieve perfection allows me to operate with seemingly boundless freedom (except for the limitations provided by kashrut, from whence all imperfections AND limitations come.)  Perfection is impossible, therefore I cannot fail; failure is impossible, so I am compelled to experience the journey fully.  (How perfectly this meshes with the last post, on mindfulness and its impact on experience.)

I am also not a perfect expert on anything – not on kashrut, not on Judaism, not on food, cooking or France.  What I have going for me is room for improvement.  When I think about the things I read, the people I find most interesting are the ones who admit, when necessary, that they have no idea what they’re doing.  I find, like them, that I may start a job completely bewildered and come out with my head pointing up, and this is the first step.  I will not only get my bearings, but learn something in the process, so help me.

No one likes a know-it-all anyway.  What I don’t know, I’ll figure out, and you’ll learn it with me.  What I don’t learn, perhaps you will teach me.  At some point, I’ll have exhausted Mastering the Art of French Cooking, though that should take a while.  At that point, what you and I together don’t know, the library, the Internet, other people and the world at large will teach us.

We each can commit only to being the best person we can be, each day.  My hope, and my goal, is that each day is my best day.  I’m lucky that since perfection is unattainable, I will always have a goal.

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Please pardon this interruption of your regularly scheduled programming…

4th
Sep. × ’09

This is a summer heat advisory.  Please be advised that the interior of Cheryl Katz’s home has reached 90 degrees on a cooler day.  Due to adverse conditions caused by a home most likely built primarily of asbestos (which Julia Child recommended as a heat retention device for baking French bread in the First Edition of Mastering, Volume II), the Jew and Julia kitchens are on temporary hiatus.

Nope, we don’t have central air.  I’ve confined myself to cooking projects that require ten minutes of heat or less.  Even then I’ve been coming out of the kitchen dripping.  We’re eating a lot of salads, pasta, raw salted tomatoes and of course ice cream.

I promise to get cooking again when I’m all done melting.  In the meantime, another post is in the works, but it likely will not be ready before Shabbat tonight.

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Julia Child: Television pioneer.

3rd
Sep. × ’09

Not what you think.

Not only was Julia Child instrumental in bringing cooking education to TV, her show also was the first to be closed captioned  – bringing French cooking to all Americans, including the hearing impaired.

Link at MentalFloss, courtesy of my friend Mellieup.

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